Lets see...what happened yesterday? This recent bout of amnesia really bothers me. Hubby says that he doesn't remember things he's just said and I shouldn't feel bad. He reminded me of how his father used to jokingly say he was sick with CRS. When people would ask "OHNO! What is CRS?" He'd slap his knee and laugh and spit "Cant Remember Shit!" out between droplets of Milwaukee's Best.

But still, I cant remember shit, all jokes aside. I hope its just stress related.

So, back to yesterday.
hm...

Hubby and #2son went to work yesterday morning. Son needing money to pay his cell phone bill. My youngest brother had slept on the couch that night. I woke to find him crashed out next to daughter#2. He slept till 11 and jumped up. He's been working at the fair and UncleM needs him back on the job. Fair pulls out today so we'll see if he needs to leave again this morning.

I took the kids to the fair Friday. I was standing near the kiddie Ferris wheel and daughter2 turns and points to the lady standing next to me. "I know her!" she yell/giggles. "Yes you do!" says the lady. No one fills me in however. But she does turn to me and start to talk with me about school functions and activities; "Did you go to Open House? It is so important. You really must go each year" on and on she went...
I wondered what its like to be a parent like that. So fucking excited over open house at the elementary school. I go to PTA, I go to MOMS Club, I go to teacher conferences and holiday plays but I lack that giddy, freaked out joy this lady had bubbling out of her every pore. I looked at her sun blond hair and bright blue eyes. She even had a yellow ribbon in her hair. I shit you not. It was the same shade as her baby doll T and Capri's. So sweet. I glanced down at my fringe legged bell bottom blue jeans and paisley halter top. My dark hair was wadded up in a not and had a pencil running through it that I found in the car. Sigh... I am sadly lacking....

So...back to yesterday...

Spent the day alone with the kids. I cooked (or recooked) chicken soup and a pot of beans and cornbread and a pineapple upside down cake.

KevenW came by to see if I could sell weed for him or loan him $5. No and no.
He left.

terry called. Sigh... I didn't answer it.
Leeann called, I didn't answer it.

I worked on my blogs and little else.

I still have this weird rash popping up everywhere. If I take the benedryl it will go away for a little while. But then it comes back.

I have a lot of work to do. I have deadlines Monday and to much work to fit all in. Sigh...I'm a slacker. I'm an underachiever.